F**kery

Anything Shalon does is wrong!!!But what other people do is right!!
What kind of a fucked up thing is that?Again I find myself yearning for equality and justice,
it feels like I'm in a never ending cycle of bullshit that I'm sick and tired of dealing with.

What I need is a long long vacation away from here(this country)and the bullshit associated with it,too bad i can't afford it :(
I've gotten to a point where I can't handle dealing with bullshit entirely,just the thought of it takes my strength away both physically and mentally..Sigh..this thing we call life its great at times but can also be sooooo fucked up..
This bullshit i speak of is related to school,relationship issues and the behaviour of society!!
I'm not in the mood to go into detail right now just trying to vent my frustration.
I'm known to be a fun,always happy(sometimes very serious)guy but for a while now i find myself feeling depressed.. :(

WTF? I've never felt like this before and i don't like it!!